what is love???

At Home with mei mei than took some picture of Nicki =) she's cute... right???

see.... there's some torn tissue stuck on her mouth

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Yesterday night was quite bored so I sms someone to see what's she's doing. (knowing her to me is really consider fate) Than she about 11 plus than reply. Cos she's sick... Really concern about her. She's been to a lot of stress than now still sick.

Than was chatting with her than I'll send her some sms than she reply me,asking me to wait 3 month, I really don't mind waiting but I'm really scare that things will change between this 3 month. After I tell her things than the next sms she send is don't think too much so I though it's not good. I continue read the same sms she said maybe she'll be going oversea and study.
I don.t know what come over me than I started crying... Tears just kept coming down from my eyes. I just can.t stop it!! Really really don't want her to go oversea... Really.

But I also was nobody to her and it's her future. So I think I'll cheer her and when she finish her O level than I'll want her to happily go oversea study. Maybe at there she'll meet someone she loved...

Do you ever tried to like other person just to tried to forget him/her?
Or even tell him/her about other sex just to see his/her reaction?
Sometime it's better to let go than having it...