just then... i felt! hmm... i may not have a big room, big house, a very wonderful life. but...
i have everythin. just enough.
i always wannted to have a lot of things.
but really in the first time of my life. i really really do felt that i had just enough of everything.
it may be very small and chey .... to most of u.
but i am really happy about it.
i have a 23 ++ years old sister who is Very dirty ( tat's what i felt )
but she is my sister.i still do like her. she is kind, in some way.
a 18++ years old sister who are really kind and kind of stupid some time.
believed me. helped me. really did help me a lot. really appreciate it AAAA lot!
a 45++ mother... who always been there for me even if i am naughty, i sometimes even said go die la. all those things tat will make her feels sad. always makes sure i am well fed even if she have to go hungry.
i did a lot of bad things, but she always seems to forgive me. when i am always lazy she still try to handle things by herself. even nowadays our house is ranovating.... she still do everything by herself which i am just in the room playing computer games. really felt bad but i dont know why i become like tat. which i hate it too....
too much things is in my mind. i really hope i can settle them alll at once.
my dad, may not be the best dad but he still work hard for the past many years to yang me.
although the things he done nowadays is unforgivable i still hope he can be a good dad soon. and apologise to mummy and be a PErfect dad!
sigh. army is around the conner.
as i hate it i must still go.
Thanks god. if u are even there, i Thanks u very much for what u have done for me in my life.
and appreciate tat u make me so inpefect so tat i can strike to make myself perfect!
seriously i dont like u , but still.... Thanks.!

NIGHT!

No longer workin at Ck Calvin Klein

Now i no longer workin at Ck Calvin Klein liao.....
Miss them but no choice!
they still will ask me go out.. so Touched!!! hahahahaha.

Thanks u all for the hospitality when i was working there... appreciated it a lot.
Love u Guys.... or not! hehehee...... erxin...
gee....

ITE friends

few days ago is my friened Chee Wee birthday....
haahah... had fun. We was playing Escape and so on at downtown!
ever since after we graduation i think tat's the only time we been together to have fun...
I am Really Really happy about it. Serious! Happy birthday cheewee.
i go there Stayed for 2 days .. hahaha, not paiseh!
i didnt bring anything go lor. walao then i still need go there buy shirt in order to change cloth!
one red and one black I Love Singapore shirts!

All of them went to army liao. Except me and wei wei i guess....
sian....

ok.....dont know wan write what liao.. Ciao!..
oh, if anyone play Ro then play rebirthro.com la....
i playing tat server ( EIR ) 5x 5x 5x

C

Life still goes on....

wahahaha.... ^^
Tried and sian... wonder when will my army come.
a lot of things has come to my mind. wat to do, wat to say, things i wantted to do before army, and things i really wan in my life.
a lot a lot!!! i wonder if it will ever come true.
and of course.... my fear!
but ... oh well! Face It!
i'm just another ordinary Human.
there's no way to change it.
or is there.......